Gah. Really just... I don't know. Tired, irritated, pissed off, annoyed, etc. I got called in to work yet again today, as it was my day off. I got nothing done as far as modding goes. I was planning on having Emma's Astonishing model 100% complete today, but that just didn't happen Oh well. I don't mind going in to work for extra hours, but today was just so God damn aggravating that I couldn't wait to get the hell out of there.
It also didn't help that last night I learned some very awful things. Things about my best friend. We've been in a rocky relationship for a while now and lately things have been kind of weird between us. We both love each other (as in love, more than friends... although we never formally acknowledged it, we were kind of in a relationship), so that made things extremely complicated. Anyway, found out about some lies, some other Chocolate egg she's been doing behind my back... basically avoiding me lately, hiding things from me, other bullshit that she's been putting me through for the past 2 years now. Like one of them being her getting pregnant almost a year ago (not by me). But anyway...
Yeah, so that was on my mind all night last night and I didn't get any sleep, then when I finally DID fall asleep a 7 a.m. this morning, I got a call at 8 a.m. to come in to work for a 12 hour shift. Fucking lovely. The entire day was hell because the people I work with are bastards and don't get Chocolate egg done. I also had to skip my breaks just to get the Chocolate egg done because I had to pick up the slack for everyone else bullshitting around all day. Then I had my best friend on my mind all day with yet another series of bullshit things she's doing to me while I was at work, so that made the day even more miserable. It's like I never get any rest. Anyway... I could go on but yeah. Just felt like ranting I guess. Not that anyone cares or anything.