How do you feel yourself? / General Talk about everything

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Switzerland has an army? I thought Switzerland was the definition of neutral. :P Oh well, I suppose someone has to protect ickle Liechtenstein. We don't have any conscription in the UK so yay!

As for myself? I'm tired and I have blisters. My first lecture today was at 9am and my last was at 5pm. It's been a long day.
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Well, some people say that Switzerland IS one big army, because everyone has an automatic rifle at home (you can keep your weapon when your finished with the army).
But it's a very useless army. I hate it.
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October 07, 2009, 12:22PM #93 Last Edit: October 07, 2009, 12:39PM by The Iron Power of Spider-Man
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October 07, 2009, 05:42PM #94 Last Edit: October 10, 2009, 07:23AM by Burning Rage
Gah.  Really just... I don't know.  Tired, irritated, pissed off, annoyed, etc.  I got called in to work yet again today, as it was my day off.  I got nothing done as far as modding goes.  I was planning on having Emma's Astonishing model 100% complete today, but that just didn't happen  Oh well.  I don't mind going in to work for extra hours, but today was just so God damn aggravating that I couldn't wait to get the hell out of there.

It also didn't help that last night I learned some very awful things.  Things about my best friend.  We've been in a rocky relationship for a while now and lately things have been kind of weird between us.  We both love each other (as in love, more than friends... although we never formally acknowledged it, we were kind of in a relationship), so that made things extremely complicated.  Anyway, found out about some lies, some other Chocolate egg she's been doing behind my back... basically avoiding me lately, hiding things from me, other bullshit that she's been putting me through for the past 2 years now.  Like one of them being her getting pregnant almost a year ago (not by me).  But anyway...

Yeah, so that was on my mind all night last night and I didn't get any sleep, then when I finally DID fall asleep a 7 a.m. this morning, I got a call at 8 a.m. to come in to work for a 12 hour shift.  Fucking lovely.  The entire day was hell because the people I work with are bastards and don't get Chocolate egg done.  I also had to skip my breaks just to get the Chocolate egg done because I had to pick up the slack for everyone else bullshitting around all day.  Then I had my best friend on my mind all day with yet another series of bullshit things she's doing to me while I was at work, so that made the day even more miserable.  It's like I never get any rest.  Anyway...  I could go on but yeah.  Just felt like ranting I guess.  Not that anyone cares or anything.
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Came home only to have an hour and more class over the phone (no not tutoring). After I find out I have this class again tommorrow when it should be on Saturday, not Thursday. I only have one more class but I soon realize I have been enrolled for more classes once a week, one hour, and it ends when December starts. I had stupid History hw of writing 25 notecards on refrigeration. In Math an entrie review page of homework for my test tommorrow. And a Science sheet of coloring and labeling (pretty easy but still it is hw). Tommorrow before my class I have yearbook club and it seems great but I am the only guy there. It's kinda weird with everyone else being girls and last time a girl asked me if I will stay. One of my friends (a guy) refuses to join even though he likes yearbook club so I am very frustrated right now. Not to mention another math test on friday for something I have not studied for the entire 2-3 weeks we had the review sheet.

@burning rage: that sucks. seriously. and here i am ranting about homework...
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Quote from: Burning Rage on October 07, 2009, 05:42PM
Gah.  Really just... I don't know.  Tired, irritated, pissed off, annoyed, etc.  I got called in to work yet again today, as it was my day off.  I got nothing done as far as modding goes.  I was planning on having Emma's Astonishing model 100% complete today, but that just didn't happen  Oh well.  I don't mind going in to work for extra hours, but today was just so God damn aggravating that I couldn't wait to get the hell out of there.

It also didn't help that last night I learned some very awful things.  Things about my best friend.  We've been in a rocky relationship for a while now and lately things have been kind of weird between us.  We both love each other (as in love, more than friends... although we never formally acknowledged it, we were kind of in a relationship), so that made things extremely complicated.  Anyway, found out about some lies, some other Chocolate egg she's been doing behind my back... basically avoiding me lately, hiding things from me, other bullshit that she's been putting me through for the past 2 years now.  Like one of them being her getting pregnant almost a year ago.  But anyway...

Yeah, so that was on my mind all night last night and I didn't get any sleep, then when I finally DID fall asleep a 7 a.m. this morning, I got a call at 8 a.m. to come in to work for a 12 hour shift.  Fucking lovely.  The entire day was hell because the people I work with are bastards and don't get Chocolate egg done.  I also had to skip my breaks just to get the Chocolate egg done because I had to pick up the slack for everyone else bullshitting around all day.  Then I had my best friend on my mind all day with yet another series of bullshit things she's doing to me while I was at work, so that made the day even more miserable.  It's like I never get any rest.  Anyway...  I could go on but yeah.  Just felt like ranting I guess.  Not that anyone cares or anything.

Oh my. That was one horrible day

this may seem a bit sadistic, but I actually feel better reading bout you guy's troubles. I just grew up in a family where everybody seem to have really pathetic  Sex & The Cityish problems, while I've been dealing with deep depression ever since I was 9. It's kinda recomforting knowing that other people I know have some real problems.
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just have tiring, boring days. school»cross country»homework»bass lessons on wendsdays»maybe modding, if i have time...

I just came home from school. The worst biology class ever. Our teacher just complained the hole class about how awful our class is... And he was absolutely right. I hate 8D... Our class sucks very badly.

So now I'm on a bad mood. If my sister came home now and start complaining about something, I would probably kill her... :P
I'm depressed, but thank god nex week is vacation...
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@ BR. Woah, that sucks. Both. I know how it can be to work for more than 12 hours straight. (I maxed 16 4 times :-< and then I quit lol, was a friday/saturday job, often had to start at 2 AM to noon :/ )

Anyhoo, Is it A relationship or not? If yes, I would have felt completely broken or so.

October 08, 2009, 08:06AM #102 Last Edit: October 08, 2009, 08:08AM by The Iron Power of Spider-Man
My day is too good :D I have the mood to make a mod and I fell into love :), I have a good friend (a girl) who I can count on :) :D BLaw has progression in Doc Ock. :D

Man, don't get me started on ruined relationships. Of the two I ruined, none are actually worthy of mention as I still was a bumbling loser nobody back then (most dudes are when they're 18 and never seen a lady naked yet outside of porn) and didn't know my way about not hurting anyone's feelings with my ineptitude. These days I've mostly sworn off ever dating a girl I'm trying to help with crippling psychological problems (it's an issue I have - girls that are afraid of guys because one idiot broke a little more than just their heart are a magnet that attracts me with the intention of helping mend the mental damage in any way I can) after I've cured one far enough to first fall in love with her and then have her walk out on me a week after that blinding realization because she's found someone "who loves her for more than just getting in her pants" (said she after a year of my being afraid to even touch her so as not to provoke a panic attack - she was that bad when I met her). That was one jaw-dropping moment, I'll say.
But that's another story, I guess.

Your story rings with me, BR, because in whatever team I work with, I'm usually the one that cleans up the other teammates' collective fuckups by doing overtime work and maybe some at-home work. Which is half the reason my thesis isn't done, because of a normal summer vacation, I've had to work in my academy's enrollment comission (which basically means dealing with everyone applying to join and the relevant paperwork). I might just be the first dude who ever worked in one of these to have gotten a death threat because of it (thing of note: wherever you live, there is probably an ethnic minority that is struggling badly to become an ethnic majority and generally treats anyone with whiter skin as trash and vermin to be intimidated and beaten and killed as necessary regardless of social status, so try not to piss off anyone of their numbers, like I did).

And yes, this seems to be a ranting day today, what with the foggy rain outside my window (yesterday morning, it is 4 degrees centigrade, two days ago - 1 degree, today? 8 and it turned to 18 by early afternoon, cue weather-induced headache and joint pain). Sorry.

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I have fell in love too :D She's that someone I mentioned earlier... (I am male, not lesbian-.-)

She is awsome. She has the same drama lesson's as I do, which is fantastic. It's just that one friend of mine hate's her... Typical.

@Noelemanch, you really have a bad luck with women. That is almost like from movie
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